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Shaky nerves, heart races im not on drugs but i still count my paces each step i take each move i make i think someones following so my death ill fake my mind goes fast i dont know whats going on how do i remain here and where do i belong i quietly sit and shake in a corner i guess this is me now im the loner .

im not your lover im not your game you think its nothing but its causing me so much pain im not your lover im not your friend This love affair has got to end im not your lover im not your girl you have one and says shes nothing to you seems like shes your world im not your lover its time for goodbye im not gunna be apart of your sickening lie im not your lover anymore This part in my life is now my closed door

Im crazy dont talk to me Im dependant dont fall in love with me Im easily hurt dont get mad at me Im easily offended dont make me get mad at you In my own pain in my own jail i tried to love i promise you i did but sadly i fell i fell so hard i couldnt get up face the facts my life right now is a slump ill scream at you to leave me alone then cry cuz you didnt even bother to call and pick up the phone im sorry im not what you need my selfishness and my intense greed oh yes ill capture you and ill make you mine we will be happy and everything will be fine but ill fall in love and ill go crazy afraid you will leave me and leave m